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Porn Star

Kinky sex
All I need

You make me rotten to the core
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
You bare it all yet I want more
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Shove it in my face and I'll adore
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Gonna find my way to your back door
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

Take your time
Please be nasty
Eat me beat me
Make me bleed

Take your time
Please be nasty
Fuck me Suck me
oh so slowly

You make me rotten to the core
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
You bare it all yet I want more
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Shove it in my face and I'll adore
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Gonna find my way to your back door
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

You make me rotten to the core
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
You bare it all yet I want more
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

You make me rotten to the core
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
You bare it all yet I want more
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Shove it in my face and I'll adore
You dirty
You dirty little porn star
Gonna find my way to your back door
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

You make me rotten to the core
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

Gonna pound my way to your back door
You dirty
You dirty little porn star

dirty - dirty little porn star

The Freak

out of my mind
clinical
waste of time

seeing red
buckled in white
head belt on
nestled tight

spare me
your decay
spare me
all the fucking shit you say
spare me
your holy place
spare me
sterilize
amputate

I am the freak
I am the one
I am the damned
I am the shunned
I am the freak
I am the one
I am the bullet
in the gun

rounds
here they come again
like clowns
with their shit eating grins

calm down
they say they say they say
Im freaking out again
stay down
they say they say they say
as laughter filters in

spare me
all the pain
spare me
to pay the price of your shitty day
spare me
your discrace
spare me
sterilize
amputate

I am the freak
I am the one
I am the damned
I am the shunned
I am the freak
I am the one
I am the bullet
in the gun

now paint by numbers
and stay inside the lines - this time
cause if you dont
you will be criticized - next time
if this rejection
persists or amplifies - just give it time
suggest injections
cripple your heathen mind
Im gonna make them - shut the fuck up

I am the freak
I am the one
I am the damned
I am the shunned
I'll be your freak
I'll be the one
I'll be the bullet
in the gun

Pull that mother fucking trigger - Pull it

Intravenous Lullaby

it started off as a good day
now my flesh
wants to crawl away
need to feed
the beast that lurks inside

feel it calling
its fingers inside of me
its cold breath
so hollowing
a million daggers
twisting deep inside

and if it rains tomorrow
will you be drowned in sorry
this storm aint clearing up just yet

the little monster
now held at bay
take a breath
and fade away
sleep sleep
intravenous lullaby

tick tock
time has now unlocked his chains
the demons hunger
burning deep inside my veins
I just cant take it
gotta feed him on last time

and if it rains tomorrow
will you be drowned in sorry
this storm aint clearing up just yet

I Wait

I wait, for you
Last of silk pulled tight
I wait, entombed
waiting for first light

I wait,

I wait, near you
Haunted by torn cries
I lay consumed
cant escape the time is mine

I wait, I wait

The wait alone echoes the silence of the tomb I rest
The tomb I rest conceals the silence of the spiders web

Nigger Drag Queen

It was a moonlit night
cool breeze by the graveside
warm blade clenched in her hand
contemplating suicide

she needed someone to hold
i needed someone too
and when she reached out her hand
only one thing I could do

I am the nigger drag queen
the liar, martyr, cheater, thief
angel of devilish deeds
fuck me?
fuck you too!

she wanted just a taste
and I was just to weak
I had to give it to her
give to her my disease

the prick said im so pathetic
shit, tell me something new
guess what? I dont regret it
and I doubt she does too

I am the nigger drag queen
the liar, martyr, cheater, thief
angel of devilish deeds
you fuck me?
i'll fuck you too!

I'll be the nigger you've molded me to be
The little faggit, liar, martyr, cheater, fucking thief!!
I am the nigger drag queen
the liar, martyr, cheater, thief
angel of devilish deeds
you fucked me
so I fucked you too!

I am the nigger drag queen
the Boi George faggit, You want to be!!
I gave you all of nothing
you fucked me?
so i fucked you too!

The Sore

They'll feed on you
they'll feed on you

I want to take everything that I hold dear to me
I want to break it, sufficate it, tear it away from me
Feel it all peel away, bleed away so tragicly
and as the blood flows it releases me eternally

Open up the sore
squeeze out all the whores
Open up the sore
squeeze out all the whores
Open it up
Open it up

I've been burned by crucifix, a selfish bitch, a flaccid prick
frozen in your webs of spit, deceiptful stitch of shit and piss
Larve nestle in
feeding underneath the skin
triving from
their soupy putrid infection
spreading like a jade
time has come to penetrate
elbow deep diggin out all of the deception

They'll feed on you
They'll feed on you

Open up the sore
squeeze out all the whores
Open up the sore
squeeze out all the whores
Open it up
Open it up

Something Else

There's Something else its cold and dead
something whispering inside my head
feel it coming, is it coming for me
or will I be another tragedy
It wont go away decays my mind
slipping up and falling behind
drowning in this fucking sea of shit
hope is the rope around my neck

I just can't take anymore
take anymore of you
I don't
want anymore
want anymore of you
I just can't take anymore
take anymore of you
I don't
want anymore
you fucking whore

you were the one that picked me up
when I was feeling down
you were the one that held me high
then smashed me to the ground
you were salvation
my good side
my fucking everything
a demigoddess stitched with love and rouge
and shattered dreams
So beautiful so damn inticing like the flies to shit
an infection beneathe the flesh no one can ever itch
intoxicated by your stench so much its choking me
why wont this pain
just go away

I just can't take anymore
take anymore of you
I don't
want anymore
want anymore of you
I just can't take anymore
take anymore of you
I don't
want anymore
you fucking whore

Perfect

hold me down underneath the water
hold me out over burning flames
leave me out in the dead of winter
seek me out to deliver pain

ive given
youve taken
cant you see my heart is breakin
I loved you
you didnt
miss "treated me so perfect"

walk me out to the arms of anger
holds me down sewing seeds of hate
reaching out, touching wings of angels
calling out, demons comfort me

ive given
youve taken
cant you see my heart is breakin
I loved you
you didnt
miss "treated me so perfect"

Melancholy

Staring at the clock that ticks away
crush me then simply throw me away
You left me incomplete
without a clue
The river it ran dry
what could I do?

If dying would help you understand
the way i feel
I'd die the worst death just to have you again
cause my loves for real
I'm down on my knees
with my silent plea
wishing you here with me
You're all I had left
my final breath
Melancholy

I tried to open my eyes
I tried to please you
I tried to change my life
so I could keep you
you turned and walked away
left me with nothing
just pain
I tried to play your game
smothering myself with shame

If dying would help you understand
the way i feel
I'd die the worst death just to have you again
cause my loves for real
I'm down on my knees
with my silent plea
wishing you here with me
You're all I had left
my final breath
Melancholy

Parasite

Can't you sleep
afraid to dream
can't keep this from happening
the more I laugh
the more you scream
such a painless tragedy
love this hate society
weakening proprieties
wipe away the shit from me
shove this in
get on your knees

You will worship
You will worship me

Just pretend that I'm ok
you're such a pretty protege
now memorize these words I say
recite them like it's poetry
I mustn't tell I mustn't scream
that takes away all dignity
the world is what you mean to me
so I swear you secrecy

You will worship
You will worship me

You were told to lock me up
and throw away the fucking key
instead I fled
a boy is dead
the gift of sodomy
some call me strange a bit derranged
growing necrology
the anit-christ gives some delight
to PARASITEs like me

Obscene, Molesting
Masturbating, Bloody Deficating
So Lethally Degrading
Faster, Laughter, Penetrating

You will worship
You will worship me

Kookie Kutter

if you like drugs and kinky sex say Ya!
YEAH!!
if you like blood and violence say Ya!
YEAH!!
if you like blades and flirting with death say Ya!
YEAH!!
if you like pain and bruising flesh say Ya!
YEAH!!

Ya Kookie Kutter
She's deranged and she's one of the best
Ya Kookie Kutter
carves her pain deep inside of her flesh
Ya Kookie Kutter
every slice brings her closer to death
Ya Kookie Kutter
so insane, such a beautiful mess
Ya Kookie Kutter
beautiful mess

if you like noise and vibrating toys say Ya!
YEAH!!
if you like alcohol and fucking in bars say Ya!
YEAH!!
if you like whips and chains and sodomy games say Ya!
YEAH!!
she's so loud, she's so plowed, she's a dangerous wreck, fuck Ya!
YEAH!!

Ya Kookie Kutter
She's deranged and she's one of the best
Ya Kookie Kutter
carves her pain deep inside of her flesh
Ya Kookie Kutter
every slice brings her closer to death
Ya Kookie Kutter
so insane, such a beautiful mess
Ya Kookie Kutter
beautiful mess

Wasted

feel
I feel like I am dead
like I am dead

I need
I need to feel you here
to have you near

alone
alone by myself
alone
and wasted

alone and cold
my heart a black hole
inside I am scattered
broken and torn apart
broken and torn apart
and I leave this world
I leave this world behind
Wasted

I feel there's nothing left
nothing left of me
I feel there's nothing left
nothing left for me

Im wasted

alone and cold
my heart a black hole
inside I am scattered
broken and torn apart
broken and torn apart
and I leave this world
I leave this world behind
Wasted

Im wasted

Something Cruel

Save me
From the empty
with I, one has none
Hollow, and with brittle bones
Scab becomes the scar

What you did to me
was something real
Something cruel

Sing to me
your melody
tell me I was wrong
Tragedy
is what was served to me
I can't take the fall

What you did to me
was something real
Something true
what you did to me
was something Cruel

(phone call)
hello
hey baby
oh, hey
whats wrong?
i just cant do this anymore
what?
im sorry
what do you mean your sorry
what is this about? come on talk to me
sorry
your sorry for what?
(phone hangs up)
(throws phone breaks glass)

And what you did to me
was so deranged
captured me
caressed me
took away my love and then you
kissed me
sewed down my wings
pricked me
labeled another
What you did to me
was something real
Something true
what you did to me
was Something Cruel

Feel

feel me
peel me
lift me
break me
take me
save me

feel me
peel me
lift me
break me
take me
break me
Where do we go?

Where do we go from here
digital breeze controls me
and why are we so?

Where do we go?
Where do we go?

how do I go on?
living this way
how will i go on?
day after day
I can not go on
feeling this way
I will not go on
I will not go on

Where do we go from here
digital breeze controls me
and why are we so?

Where do we go?
Where do we go?

Make it all go away

Where do we go from here
digital breeze controls me
and why are we so?

Where do we go?
Where do we go?

Godidiotocracy

There's a darkness deep inside of me
Scratching clawing tearing surfacing
get away its down right ugly
look away look away

you'll scream
if i want you to
I'll bleed
if that's the thing to do

can't take
can't take
take it take it anymore
I say!

God damn
God damn this world I see
twisted conformed hypocrisy
God damn
GODIDIOTOCRACY
God damn
God damn

There's a light that shines outside of me
a light from heaven, a cancer to everything
feel its burn its so damn unclean
drop and pray, masturbate

you'll scream
if i want you to
I'll bleed
cause that's the thing to do

can't take
can't take
take it take it anymore
I swear!

God damn
God damn this world I see
twisted conformed hypocrisy
God damn
GODIDIOTOCRACY
God damn
God damn

Dance Dead

gather round my children
lay yourselves at my feet
spread your veins wide open
make your offering
you want to be this
the godless the fearless
you want chaos to the Nth degree
you want my destruction function
I'm your social disease

After the beating the bleeding
you'll DANCE DEAD
come on and join in the feeding
dance dead

start the formation
take your first drink from me
poisoned by the starvation
cold immortality
I have given you tradgedy
I have shown you true ecstacy
internal damnation
eternally

your soul for the taking
mine for the raping
come dance with me
the dead
I'll make you dead
I'll make you breathe again

Kill Me

I wake from
a splinter in my eye is broken
today is gone
lay the roach inside
forgotten waste runs thru
locked inside my head
and going kill me
kill me, kill me
Kill me

Dreg am I?
a stain upon the earth
self destruction fortified
my life was your curse
crucified, suicide
puppet with no strings
kill me

i have nothing
i show nothing
i give nothing
i am nothing

Godless

he will save us....

will you come with me?
will you promise me?
will you bow to me?
will you die for me?

fuck your GOD
do you beLievE in what you See?
fuck your god
cause what you See is me
fuck your god
fuck everything
fuck your god
fuck me

will you follow me?
will you swallow me?
will you kill for me?
will you cry for me?

Forsaken

Forsaken, forsaken
watch the world keep break'n

forsaken, forsaken
no other way
black
there's no turning back
time
wilts away

Selfish

Someone hear me, save me
I'm sick of the shit I am
Just no use at all
I'm cold to the touch
So used up and broken
I'm cold to the touch
SO you used up and dead
I'm empty just don't give a shit
just so sick of this
I just want to die
Just want to
I tried to survive
But when you died you left with nothing
I'm empty just don't give a shit
Just so sick of this
I just to die
Just want to die
Why am I?
Just know that its what Ive chosen
When you find me here
A world so frozen
I just want to die
Just want to die
No fucking good by
Just want to die
Why am I Selfish?
Selfish
Why am I.....?

All I Wanted

all i wanted
was to please you

all i wanted
was you
still feel your soft skin
I'm empty within

all i wanted
wanted
still feel your soft skin
infected within
i need an earthquake
to save

You'd touch me softly
feel your breath
flow through me
closed eyes fall
i am falling down

beautiful worm child dead
dead

Burn it Down

pharisee
preach to me
about something that you say
and something that you do
are two completely different things
pharisee
sing to me
about your angels in the sky
a child of god am i
but what you are just sickens me
suck it!

Hear my evil
see my evil
speak my evil
BURN IT DOWN

the words that you spit
smell like shit
you keep pushing it
I will break you down
a true counterfeit
fictitious fallacy
go pray to your god
that you'll never see

suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it
you don't need it
you can't feed it
feel so cheated

burn it down
burn it all down
burn this world down

burn it all fucking down
suck it!